If i were a boy...

I would understand how she feels, how much she wanted attention...
I would understand when she looks at me for a long time,
that means she wants me to talk to her..
i would understand when she comes near me but didn't talk to me,
that means she wants me to talk to her...
i would understand when she sits there alone , acting like she is working or thinking,
that means she wants me to go next to her and ask her if she needs help..
i would understand when i talk to her and she gets angry,
that means that's not what she wants to hear and what she expected to here...
i would understand when she boast about her self,
that means she wants me to praise her,
i would understand when she flirts with me,
she wants me to pamper her...

I understand , but i am not a boy... and because of boys' lack of observations i have to write this blog... Hello boys? if i were a boy, i think a lot of girls will fall in love with me ... gaga... so don't lose to me, be more sensitive about things... yay!!!! ahaha...

I swear I am STRAIGHT!!!

Although i may appear like a tomboy or such but i swear i am straight... for now at least.... haha, its important to those of u to know i am straight, although i am always like have no feelings towards boys but it doesnt mean i am bi or lesbian... Still straight ma people!!! Thank you for ur attention....

Vanity Freak ! who? me? yup...

Yup, the one and only Vanity conscious freak... what can i do? like what my dear friend said before - i have to control my mind and actions... I am the one in power .. To be honest i really don't what is happening to me... I am being this totally self conscious freak that happens to have some effects on my friends.. I terpengaruh them and now they are so totally turning into me.. Now i know how i am like... especially when MW does it, so totally .. arh!!!! i am getting the chills... Vanity is a poison that happens to be in me and has already cause me to lose alot, i must do what every it all takes to come back to earth and see through the real in people... I shan't be deceive again....