Another BBQ to remember...

I seriously have to go to the gym after this party.. 2 rounds of BBQ and Countless rounds of steamboat... I am not surprised if i no longer can wear my old blue jeans.. The party was alright.. I didn't gamble.. haha.. but the fireworks.. amazing.. just love it...Enjoy...

A BBQ to remember...

All our SMKI drama-ians gathered in SHen Yee's house for a hair rising party ( at lest part of the drama-ians ) haha, but nonetheless it was not a bad one, except for the fact that after that party i have to go to the gym to lose some weight.. It was quite fun.. We gambled, hey i won at least RM 6... Its better then my friend who lose RM 14... hoho... Happy CNY my dear friends...

chapter 1 : Lost

In the dark , i reached out, i couldn't see anything , nothing at all, not even my own fingers.. I tried long and hard to grab onto something... As i felt hopeless, i felt something - The phone.. oh, thank god..As i was waiting for the " du... du... " sound coming from the phone, OH NO !!! The line is dead, i am still back in square one..who can help me now? I can't make any noise.. or he'll find me, i can't risk my chance to escape ...Think girl think...
Its risky but its the only way i know how to get out...I must search this whole place inside out to find the way out...
i walked and i walked, YES!!! i saw a dim light, that must be it... But the my dismay, i heard a guy talking in a very harsh voice : " ya, she's here, still unconscious... She'll be in your hands in awhile, the boats not here yet... I know , i won't let her be out of my sight... She's the one, this time she won't run , if she does, she know what's coming to her, pain and aches..." OMG, what am i suppose to do? slowly wait for execution or run for my life... As i was thinking , i heard some noise coming out from run - footsteps .. No time to think , i run away as far as i can.. then i stopped, something was in front of me, as i tried to touch it, it move, i was stunned, ' it ' went behind me and spoke softly in my ears, :" no, not this way, turn around , and go straight then turn left, the stairs are there, watch your step, " it was a man's voice, quite soothing, seductive if i may add...
I didn't think much i followed what " Mystery " said, as i like to call ' It ' " mystery"... I didnt know why but my heart told me to listen to him... I took careful steps and i was right, technically he was right but i followed him, so i was right too... There's the stairs... As i tried to walk down it, i heard people screaming : " damnit, that @#$% girl, she's gone..., she couldn't go far ... search the whole area before the boat comes, NOW !!!" Uh oh, what to do now , stay or go ... I don't know... Suddenly out of no where a hand grabbed mine, i wanted to scream but a hand covered my mouth... Oh My god, i am caught.... " Don't move , Don't make a sound just do as i say, listen to me carefully... " that voice, " Mystery"... " i am here to help, listen Hazel, you are currently in a red zone, you have to way out.. your choice to pick... If you go up, u can exit through the fire escape , its safer but dangerous... If u go down, its risky cause there are men around hunting for you, but its not very dangerous... U can only choose one route, no going back, or else..." He left.... I couldn't find him any where...
What the hell.... what to do now? up or down , up or down... i browse through my pocket.. and i found a quarter... thank god... heads, i go up , tails i go down.... I am so desperate , to even consider of using a coin to determine my destiny... HEADS!!!! up it is then.... step by step i walk up the stairs... as i did that, i was wondering.. Who the hell is that guy? why is he helping me.... What is going on with my life? I was just walking around in the park and all of a sudden, i was knock out... and now i am here? Could this be the work of my... my birth father?

Hazel Anne Green - white , born in Australia, on 28 of May, 1985.... Hot , young and beautiful.... Lost her mom when she was 3 and given to a family of black african americans in 1990... Its obvious she was adopted by them... Birth parents are somebody rich and has high authorities, why she was given, the reason still unknown...

As i was thinking through... All of a sudden....


to be continue....

I ran.. I ran ...from the double sided monster... did i win?

I wanted it to be false.. Pain and heartaches.. Stupid? i know i am.. but i can't help it to be strong and have emotions at the same, its just impossible... Its like a devil came to earth and pretended to be an angel , offered help to an innocent baby, and as the baby grows, she finds out she has been befriending a devil... The pain the innocent baby feels are like thousands of knives just stabbed her all at once...
I ran and i ran .. i couldn't stop, b'coz if i stop i will be " eaten" It hurts to know that i was stupid enough to befriends with a devil from hell , i hurts to know that all this while the devil was just standing there and i was the one reaching out.. I hurts to know that i was the one causing heartaches and pain and misery on others.. Bad bad baby, i know.. but I am smarter now, I won't be fooled.. But i need time to adjust to a new beginning...slowly and painfully.. The monster from hell is still there convincing me that he is an angel, how stupid those he think i am? I am not very smart but i still have a brain to think...
Once a very happy scene can be just destroyed by one little fact.. how can i be the victim and the murderer at the same time... Its hard... but i know when i look up to see the big bright sun , it will still be shining on me.. To win this race with the double sided monster , i need to stop running and face it, once and for all... I just wish that i won't be con, not again...

Haha.. The face of an idiot...

Once an idiot, always an idiot? i will never believe that... hahaha.. I am a smart girl, and you'll see that one day.. and that's the day u'll regret ... muahahaha...
Lately i have been laughing insanely and wickedly in school, to those whom i scared off, i am just overstress.. MUAHAHAHAHA>>>>!!!!

like lovers much?

They look like a married couple... Cute huh? Yup, But sadly they ain't couple.. Dude, I don't have a crush on u k? haha... He is her group leader..

the mouth of the dragon..

I love this pic so much... It has alot of love in it.. we are literally in the mouth of a dragon.. Hehe.. I din lie , did i? haha... We went there ofter the leader camp at perak... Lovely place..

its the first camp i have ever been that has no physical activities... We just sat there and listen to the teachers talking.. Boring huh? NO!!!! its quite interesting ... I recommend this kind of camp... Its a camp to build up ur leadership and frankly through this camp i've build up a lot of confidence in me.. THank you!!!!