I didn't know, i was used , maybe...

Liars, Liars , Liars... please stop lying... ARH!!! I am really too trusting...
Stupid foolish girl,
Innocent as she is,
Never ever thought,
For awhile that people may lie,
Useful maybe she was,
Liars in the end she knows..

Hurt with pain and aches, By the road side,
Unity there is no more, A thought came to mind,
Right now this moment, Death is just a mere step,
Thank you is said, Lost in all confusions and frust,
Sorry is never heard... You will never see ...

In the end, the liar is me, and I , I am the ultimate liar... I am who i hate, And maybe ...

I m in love ! haha...

TEll me why ,You and Me , all out of love and so on.. is sang by this handsome yet talented guy and his name is Declan Galbraith !! if you can here me now, i would be screaming fantically right now.... OMG, u shud listen to his voice when he was a kid.. GREAT!!! If he were in front of me rite now, i swear i would faint...haha ... I am now officially saying I am a fan of declan galbraith and also adam lambert of course..haha..

a one man show.. In my case i one woman show..

A one man stand...

A little of lipstick and gloss

foundation and powder, lipstick and lip gloss.. ya, its my work... to beautify the whole wide world ..haha...cian him... you shud see when the boys have their make up on , its so " cool"... haha.. but nonetheless its a big sacrifice for them and for me.... but more for them, coz i was the make up artist for guys, and it din turn out exactly like brad pitt, haha... but its not that bad la..

A guy and a girl,, nothing else la..haha

nice pic, even nicer pose... but for you people who misunderstood... we are NOT together.. just friends... I had a lot of people came up to me and said : ' wa, joyce ur boyfriend ar?" when ever i m talking to him... haha... Dude and dudettes, he is a friend a happen to know only this year... ok? haha.. so its cool, we are just friends... Two people having fun..

hope of despair

I always thought that that person was the traitor, the betrayer… But only now did I know, the person was not , but turns out I was …. That person did not leave us, that person did not leave the pack, it was I, I was the one who grew apart… I hated betrayers, I hated traitors, little did I know, I was what I hate all along..

She walked with blood around her,
She yells and yells to keep away her fears…
Little did she know my dear,
Her fears have always been here…
Inside of her , slowly surrounding her…

She screams when she looked into a mirror,
A face of fear and her hair so curl,
She was her own night mare,
She says the pain is too much to bare..

The devil in her smiling a way,
Watching her as she slowly dies away,
She screams and screams and screams ,
Until a sudden where the lights go dim

She search and search around her,
She sees a cat , it sat so still,
Looking at her and gave a purr,
She walked to it as if it was hers,
The cat ran and there it was,
What she has been searching for,
A knife which she would stab her core….

Laughing away as she did it,
She woke up a sleeping kid,
The boy scream as his mother stab away,
She said fear not my dear ,
All our fears have gone as sun shines the day,
The boy cried as the mother died,
She smiled and continue walking to the light..

She scream out of no where,
It was a dream of despair,
She ran to her son’s room ,
As she feared of what is her doom,
He was sleep there,
Dreaming of something he would soon share
She gave a sigh of relief,
She looked around the place she lived…
And suddenly…

That’s for u to think..

i am tired of saying i am sorry

I am sorry if i hurt you, or any one of you for the fact... I always wanted to be a good person, but i know i can't ... i never meant any harm , never wanted to hurt you... I just need time to think right now, that was what i said last time, i stay faithful to my words...

Sorry is a useless word... what is the meaning of sorry ? i can't undo the past.... why not name it Rryso... but apart from this word, i have nothing to say... so, sorry..

Try to be happy... Live life to the fullest, no pain no gain... No regrets...

In the end is just SCRAFS

SCRAFS?! what's that? No, its not the thing you surround with your neck.. it stands for School, Career , Rest ,Apetite, Friends/Family , Sleep...
Nothing else... These are the only important things that make up a great life.. School were everything happens and everything don't happen.. School is were everything starts and ends.. Career , something that we can earn money with , and something we love to do.. Rest, we rest to go the further mile... while resting our mind relaxes, and our view widens . there are more than we thought of seeing.. Appetite.. Some thing to make u hungry and feel like eating... Yum, i am hungry already.. We eat to live and we live to eat.. Friends/ Family, people that can be trusted , and where secrets and gossips are shared... i know we love them more than anything in the world.. Sleep, my most important to do list of all.. I love sleeping... I get everything in it.. An awesome School , Career , i even get to rest, have a big appetite when i wake and my friends and families will be in it .... All in one dream... hehe..

Nothing to do, is the joyous moment..

the joyous moment when there is nothing to do with friends, but u have to make sure there is a camera beside you.. Coz that is what will happened.. hope you like the vid, coz i know after posting that vid, my image is down the drain... haha.. bon apetite!! haha..