2009.. au revoir...

2009 can be sad to be the worst year i had so far... really .. lots of backstab, rumors and headaches... but its not necessary like that.. its time to make confession ... and its time to be honest .. its my last year in Ibrahim... i'll definitely miss it... but let me have the best of my year, best of 2010...

KEM WAJA DIRI - a place where i made stupid decisions... ya u noe wat i mean... a place where i was a fool, but i still had fun.. i noe my weakness and i actually learnt from it slowly... no more making the same mistake... and it was fun bullying those of the same age...wakakkaka... i noe i am evil.

RENTAS DESA - this year i got 6.. its really gud for me... and i was really happy .. and i represented my school and i forgot i gt how much d.. but not bad d la.. i think 50 sumting... all though i felt like dying it was an experience i won't forget...


HARI SUKAN - i won quite a number of medals but none of them is gold.. hey, can u blame me, i was competing against Aina... but i got to represent my school for MSSM(D) .. i've always wanted to represent for the competition... although i lost terribly in that 400 meter.. but it was wat i wanted and i got it... i am not a gud athlete just the fake ones, who can win when there is not real competition... haha

DRAMA - ya, drama... the name suits everything... i wanted to join drama this year to go to nationals, as i wans't able to go last year... and who knew dis year was.... anyways, it was not like last year.. ya, last year we had drama, we had conflict but everything was ok, this year there were hatred , there were anger and frustration... like the athlete that i am, i am not very good in acting as well.. that's y for so long of acting on stage this year as the lead role and not having the best performer's award, i came to a conclusion that i am not gud of an actress just a gud faker... but nonetheless we tried hard to make things work... at least i tried ..

NATIONALS - i admit, i b!t*h a lot during this time, went gaga over nothing ... made me crazy.. i miss nationals yes... and i let go off everything here... i was happy when it ended as there will be no more drama, and i was sad coz there was no more drama...

HARI ANUGERAH CEMERLANG - i took this b4 receiving a prize from the sultanah for 8 As..

BYE BYE VIJAY - after our state drama competition, hanni and i went to seventeen with them for a farewell party for Vijay.. now i hav no one to poke hahaha...

GENTING + MELAKA TRIP - ok, its weird for two 16 year olds to go on a trip together... but we went with a bunch of 12 year olds, which is even weirder but hahaha... we had fun...seriously! wakakakaka..

CLASS PARTY - a bunch of us went to seventeen for a class party, it was awesome... very fun... we ate with our Pn ainie nadiah... and talked and of course took pictures... hahaha.. i was tired of squatting so i sat down... hahaha.. i look old but hey, once in a life time...haha



Alot of gud stuff happened to me this year, gud stuff as in external stuff like being an athlete , actress , TKP2 and all... and alot of emotional struggles came with all that... 2010 has come, time to let go and let live... au revoir....

I m insanely in LOVE...

yup, you heard me, i am insanely in love with K-pop... korean pop.. oww. love them... ok, not just the boy bands, ok...haha...

first out is the solo artistes - baek ji young

from wat i heard she started her music career at a later age, which i din look into is how old.. but she has an awesome voice.. she can really portrait sadness in your songs .. and her voice is just wonderful..

songs recommended ( S.R ) : saranganhae - very sad

: ijji marayo ( don't forget ) - ost of IRIS.. sadder....

Kim Tae Woo

i heard about him when i was watching KBS world... he was on Music bank ( monday , 6.15 to 7.25 ) ... he has a unique voice.. and frankly i like tat kind of voice, but i am not bless with it.,.. alot of korean singers have it...



S.R. : love rain - its happy sad...

: dreaming dream - its quite sad, its the OST for IRIS ( every wednesday and thursday at 9.00 kbs world..)

NOW my fave girl group -

2 ne 1

at first i don't quite like them, but now its safe to say i am in love with 'em... this group consist of sandara ( 25) , park bom (25) , CL ( 18) and Minji as the maknae ( 15).. she is just 15 and guys she can really move it... CL is the leader although she is not the oldest, and man she can rap.. they are under YG entertainment...

S. R : i don't care - for those whose bf are unfaithful

: fire - its burning hot

: pretty boy - this song is a fact... so true...

: lollipop - its by big bang ft 2 ne 1...

After school

Originally a 5 person girl group is now a 7 girl group... i oso just heard of them from music bank... this group started only this year 2009... love them.. expecially Gahee.. the leader .. she is really beautiful, all of them are beautiful .. i love raina coz she can really sing and has an awesome voice.. they are my fave girl group... i love the new them compared to the old one, which is a little do i dare to say it - slutty...

S . R : because of you - its sad and very catchy at the same time

: when i fall - a happier song, suitable for those in love... like me with them rite now hahaha..

now the boy bands :

2 PM

i don't know much bout them but i like nickhun .. he is really cute and has an angelic voice... hehehe...

S. R : heartbeat

beast

Original name was b2st... which i know not how to pronounce... i like them but din do " research " on them.. haha... their songs are really catchy....

S.R : mystery

: bad girl

epik high

i don't quite noe bout them either... just noe that their songs are fantabulous...

S. R : love love love

: One - this song is sad + creepy + OMG + what!?

U-kiss

i noe nothing...

S. R : man man ha ni - u can dance to it..

BIG BANG

OK!!! no matter how much i love d others, i'll love them even more... i love each and every one of them... hahaha.. i even hav their cd...haha... this is a 5 member group... consisting G-dragon - the leader , TOP the hyung... SOL - the dude in the middle of the pic haha , D-lite - the cute funny one and VI - the maknae... love 'em... G-dragon and SOL have their own singles...

S.R : Haruharu - the mv is so damn touching... i cry cry...

: lies - oso touching

: let me hear you voice - this is in japanese as they are spreading their music all round the world haha

: sunset glow - a happy song indeed...

: Top of the world - japanese ..

: garagara go - japanese...

and lots more....

Taeyang's / SOL -

wedding dress, where you at , look at only me , prayer

G-dragon's -

heartbreaker , breathe , a boy

yay!! a birthday party...

28 december - a month earlier than my real birthday or 11 months later... but i like to see the glass half full so, i month earlier than my bd.. anyways, there was a birthday party, NOT for me !!! hahaha.. for a friends who is 11... haha anyways, we went to his house to celebrate his bd... this is wat happened...

2.30 went to cs. start my hunt for presents... ok,,, i see nothing yet... i went to a common place for a present and settled for something simple.. i can't tell what.. haha.. its hard to do birthday shopping for a guy, and who is in primary school... age gap ppl!!! and by 11, i think they stop watching ben 10.. so after buying my present. i went around window shopping as i have to wait for two of my friends to join me... we originally set to meet at 3, but they only came at 3.30 , so i went to buy some tickets for Alvin and the chipmunks 2... after they came, i went shoe shopping with SL.. as u know if u read the previous post,.. my wedges have gone to shoe heaven.. back,we watched the movie.. damn it was great.. brought me to laughter... theodore is really really cute every one of them is cute.. love them... after that i went shoe shopping again.. dang! i finally found a pair.. it costed rm40.. but wat the hell.. and i got a BIG BANG cd... thanks to a friend.. it was an early bd present for me... i am so happy, i am even listening to it now..

the party starts at 7.30 i got home at 7.. and took a bath and wrap the present my self and by the time clueless me found the house it was already near 8.. i lend my camera to a young boy and let him take the pics, hey he wanted to do my work for me.. you can't sue me for child labour.. haaha...

my photographer of the day...

the birthday boy with his friends...

ok i admit, i forced him to do that..haha.. still not child labour...

anyways, after the cake eating ceremony, there are three clicks... the primary school talked bout DOTA... the secondaries , us talked bout lots of stuff.. ehem, ehem..haha and the older group talk bout well i don't exactly know wat.. haha.. too bored, i rode yes i rode a bicycle with only two wheels people, with a friend to my teacher's house.. nearby.. and we talked .. then home is the way to go..

finally a day is over..

Gurun marathon...or is it?

18/12 ... the day i had an unexpected event ... hahaha... serious i could have lost a few pounds just for that... ok, on that day we the fo qing zhi you, was supposed to go to jitra's lai fa hua yuan, for the jitra's fo jiao hui's stuff... afternoon was for us to 'view ' flowers and night was suppose to be grand dinner... ok let's start! go go go!!!

3.00 p.m. - we went to the fo jiao hui and we waited for everyone to be present.. we talked while waiting .. i was of course teasing my friend with his bf who is a jitra-ian... haha.. so as everyone is there we got into our luxurious vehicle - the van... i am serious, its not like any other van, this van is damn clean and very new although its aged d... anyways, the guys were singing in the back, which is annoying but sc and i were chatting... my mouth moved non stop as we haven seen each other for a while, although we went to cs just the day before... we went to pump some petrol and the uncles ask us if we needed to " give out water" .. and we said no... what a stupid decision to make... the only thing i regret.. haiz...

about 4 sumting : we were in the middle of the highway ... literally in the middle of it... we had pass the toll and the petrol station for a few km, and our " water" is starting to have a get together in the bladder area.. we were stuck due to an accident involving two big big big lorries... anyways, back to dilemma, we were waiting for it the move, and we got bored, so me and my frens walked on the high way, literally on the highway between cars, we took videos and all.. and it was drizzling.,. but who cared we walked for a few metres it seemed. and we went back to the van and by that time our bladders were saying they need some room as they were full ...

everybody came out from the car, despite having said that i was going to not hav a bf until i am at least 18, my fren and i went to check out gud looking guys haha. relax, just for fun... haha.. as our bladders were screaming like hell, we had no choice but to walk for god knows how many km just to go to toilet - the nearest toll.. anyways, i don't mind walking that long, really i don't, was i mind is just my bloody rm 29.90 highheels ... who can walk in cheap highheels for such a long journey? i ran and i walked and i jumped, and i few like killing somebody, you would think that after i peed, i would feel better, oh NO!!!! i have to walk back to the van, by that time, it was raining more and my damn wedges "spoiled ' ... arh!!! when we saw the van, it was like salvation.. through that whole journey to and from the public toilet , i had a serious thought at mind - i can't believe i am out there on the highway walking like a mad person with spoiled wedges , trousers pulled up to my knees and hair dat is i cant even describe to you... but nonetheless i was safe in the luxurious van..haha

see, wet!!! it was like i dived into the swimming pool.. we've waited for at least 3 hours and more.. then at about 7 sumting : yay!!! we were moving... but by the time we reach for the grand dinner it was already 8 .. 30 minutes late, but so wat , at least we made it... and we all sat a place and eat...

the food was great... the best vege food ever.. and despite that awful expression on his face, we had a great time at the dinner...

great food...

dun be fooled by this pic, its not a chinese wedding, its just a celebration.. and they are not gays..XD

trust me, this is a cube ice cream.. damn nice...in the end i had a great day.. and i tot i could finally lose that few extra pounds, who knew i ate it back in again...