CNY CELEBRATION ..

ok skip skip the reunions... chu4, wednesday -PARTAY!!!!

when to cat's house at 3 sumting... alot of people where there... it was great... we had fun and omg i so my old fren angie... miss her so...

yup alot came... and i really dun noe how much her mummy had to withdraw money from the bank, just to pack our ang paus...hahaha ...

oo, u see that deck of cards, yup, they were gambling... and gambled a little HERE.. the party ain't over yet...hehe

wad? its the holidays we cam whore too... and believe me when i say we have more than dis...heheb4 leaving her house , she sang some songs for us...

sweet girl + sweet songs + sweet voice = sweet

after cat's house , i went to PRofessor Toh's house... my old math / add maths teacher...hhehe/... to collect more reds... or u can say greens...

then its off to another party... this party sad to say : i gambled.... T.T i noe i am so ashamed...

same people , diff party... we walk , they walked, i rode a car...hehe... neways, the food damn good man...

that a peek... sedap... i miss it now... i wan sumore!!! T.T

see my happy face?

ok so? i was on a winning streak, but in the end, no win no lose ...hehehe... the confession of a seasonal gambler....hohohoh....

EVERYBODY HAPPY CNY!!!!

I am no super woman, i get frustrated too, remember tat..

arh!!!! this post is random.. just don't feel really great or pleasant really.. i found my self letting go of things that i want but is it really bad? i always tell myself that let it go, something better will show up.. but when will i actually now that thing will show up? will i continue to let that go too? but i noe that is not for me to think...

what am i a doll? something for u guys to take care? ya, u heard me right ! GUYS!!!! what are u? why do i have to answer to u? i noe i noe, u are concern , i noe i noe, u are worried, but can't i just be me for once? can't i have my mood swinging around when ever i want? can't i be happy for a sec and angry after that? why must i stay like a quiet doll who answer to ur everything? we are u forcing me to be somebody i am not... I am stronger than all of u compared, ya i admit when a bug flies over here, i'll scream, when i see injuries , i feel sad , when i hear death i'll cry.. but trust me, i am more than what i seem... Stop what u are doing... when i say no, i mean no... i am not those girls who say no and secretly wants it... and wants this this that that boy to buy for her.... If i want it , i damn it will buy it... no need for anyone to ask do u want it? ...i am frustrated... damn frustrated... i don't need your money... i have money and i'll take that money out....
please when i don't wanna talk , dun make me talk...
when i don;t wanna laugh, dun make me laugh..
when all i wan was to sit there and eat ice cream all day, dun say that i am gonna be fat...
when i break down and cry, don't worry, i'll cry in the toiet alone, it won't concern u....
when i face a problem, let me handle it alone, don't annoy me with it...
when i am frustrated, just let me continue to fruste...
all i want was to just be me, let me relax... let me chill... i don't wanna hear your voices saying don't worry, nothing's gonna happen, for heaven sakes, u don't noe that... let me do the consoling my self...

thank you for listening....

Fasi yg paling bergaya di kem waja diri 2010... saya! hahah

J: ape ni i kena tunggu lg ke? haiz, teruk la khidmat cameraman ni...

J : finally boleh start posing...

j: u rasa pose mana yg lebih sesuai kat sini?

J: boleh x baju i cam ni? bleh la...

J : stress la i dgn u all ni... work with me baby...haiz...

J : agak hensem laki tu... phweit...hahaha

cameraman : die die die... susah nak keja ngn ang....



J : berani ang sentuh i.... hai ya!!!!

J : woi, cantik nye skirt ang.,... beli kat na?

K : lupa dh la.... pak cik yg bg.,..

happy birthday to me!!!! yay!!!

28 of Jan ... Sukan tara on my birthday !!! yg tu x pa, but god gave me the greatest gift of all on my bd, the gift of sound.... i had a bad sore throat... i couldnt even speak... but the next day , i was fine... great... anyways, back to my bd.. went to school early in the morning for prefects...and thanks to wei zhuang and kugan , the whole prefect board sang " happy birthday " to me... malunya saya... den everybody went to the field and we had taklimat and some warm ups... due to no voice, i ask ashvin to b my pengganti... and things were quite alright la...

our little gathering...

the gang and i... our warm up session... at first we went for 400, then lontar peluru , den lompat jauh, and finally 100... 400 .. al though sick , i still took part.... semangat sultan... yay!!! hahahwow, gaya sorang athlete...kononnya la...hahah... bergaya jugak la..hehehe

after our jumping, we had break, i sat around the r n d room and sembang voice-lessly with my juniors, AF, Andrew, and Adik ikhwan..hahaha after awhile we went to run 100..

ok, dey lazy to run for their own rumah sukan... hey wait, two of them are mine... T>T ... but they went after awhile coz kena marah...hehehe... we chat voice-lessly oso...hehehe.....

den after this, we went for rondaan to keep the students from going around vandalising the school... happy bd to me... and all mts sat down and listen to rabi talk about ghost...

hehehe... the vainest of all.. wakakakak...

den i pull AF to the asrama, don't think nonsense , but to do rondaan la... and i continue talking bout the G thingy,,, and in the end i manage to freak him out...wakakakakaka... i am evil indeed.... happy bd... hahaha... anyways, the day ended like that... and at tuition receive some present...tat's all for this year.. its a wrap..