If i were a boy...

I would understand how she feels, how much she wanted attention...
I would understand when she looks at me for a long time,
that means she wants me to talk to her..
i would understand when she comes near me but didn't talk to me,
that means she wants me to talk to her...
i would understand when she sits there alone , acting like she is working or thinking,
that means she wants me to go next to her and ask her if she needs help..
i would understand when i talk to her and she gets angry,
that means that's not what she wants to hear and what she expected to here...
i would understand when she boast about her self,
that means she wants me to praise her,
i would understand when she flirts with me,
she wants me to pamper her...

I understand , but i am not a boy... and because of boys' lack of observations i have to write this blog... Hello boys? if i were a boy, i think a lot of girls will fall in love with me ... gaga... so don't lose to me, be more sensitive about things... yay!!!! ahaha...

I swear I am STRAIGHT!!!

Although i may appear like a tomboy or such but i swear i am straight... for now at least.... haha, its important to those of u to know i am straight, although i am always like have no feelings towards boys but it doesnt mean i am bi or lesbian... Still straight ma people!!! Thank you for ur attention....

Vanity Freak ! who? me? yup...

Yup, the one and only Vanity conscious freak... what can i do? like what my dear friend said before - i have to control my mind and actions... I am the one in power .. To be honest i really don't what is happening to me... I am being this totally self conscious freak that happens to have some effects on my friends.. I terpengaruh them and now they are so totally turning into me.. Now i know how i am like... especially when MW does it, so totally .. arh!!!! i am getting the chills... Vanity is a poison that happens to be in me and has already cause me to lose alot, i must do what every it all takes to come back to earth and see through the real in people... I shan't be deceive again....

what the..? speechless much!!!

they were guessing who i have a crush on? they kept guessing guessing guessing.. but the answer is NO!!!! and then this guy just said : " K. Joyce Suka kat Hang!!" arh!!!!! what the hell?! luckily that guy is not there and then the rest was like: kantoi!! OMG!!! and they went and tell him... I was so blur , y K? huh? so i quickly ran into the toilet... i was totally freaked out... OMG!!!!

Good Girl gone bad!

wow?! who's that? can't guess? u sure ? that is urs truly... Muah!!! Rebellious much!!! haha... i am wearing expensive sunglasses, a 16 RM glove , a small ring and a wild hairdo.. I dyed my hair!!!! haha







Just kidding.. that's just the sun light .. My hair colour is already not black...

a short-hair girl

haha.. i cut short hair.. i didn't know why.. I sudden turn into Britney Spears and took the scissors and cut them off just like that... Huhu.. T.T




haha, just kidding, i went to de touche and i ask for professional's help.. it was damn expensive but i like that hair..

The confession of a selfish girl

As the times go by, i realize that u are no longer by my side... I was selfish then , i only thought of myself and my needs, as i grow older, i grow more selfish... I know that is not how u taught me to be, but i didn't know why i turn out the be like that.. But when i was realizing that i was selfish all along, its already too late, u are really really gone... I wasn't there for your last moments , i wasn't there when i should be, but now when i want to be there, u are already gone... I love you, my dear dear dear Dato' Fang Chok Seong...
A great man that i respect,
A great man that taught me well,
A great man that i look up to,
A great man that i love so much,
A great man that protected his family well...

Although u left your family for a great time now, but i don't know why, a kind of sadness oerwhelmed me... You'll always be in my heart, my gong gong...