what is going on? 2009

alot has happened in 2009... we know who is our real friend, we know who could be trusted, we know not all teachers are great , we know that sometimes things are as they seemed... People changed, and they will always do... I read a few blogs during this holidays some from my friends , some from other blogs that i came upon... Its full of sad sad stuff like betrayal, backstab, hate , break ups, love and miss... ( similar to mine but i seldom post sad stuff )

I saw that some wrote bout their friends that betrayed them, some about unrequired love and everything... Friends , ya i agree that not all will stay even the ones that are close to you now. After a few months maybe that person will just be somebody you know. Same goes to love for our now young age, i have a new perspective now that there is no point to rush into a relationship now. I finally actually see clearly now hahaha, but people have to have some reason to make them realize . Like one of my guy friends, he said he would not date until he is 20 and i think its a really nice thing to commit to . He realized this after being in 3 terrible relationship with girls that acts like b*%$ches. So he started this new policy. I on the other hand, try to make it to at least 18. I've learnt that after i've seen that my friends who are in a relationship are all totally freaking out , all going crazy .. I definitely don't wanna spend my time on things that are so complicated, lets just say i aint that hardworking..

Look at them complaining , crying and worrying whether their relationship is going well its quite a burden for someone like me who just wanna have fun... Some times one may feel lonely but hey that's what the internet and friends are for hahaha... Some times your friends may chat with you bout wat her boyfriends did that was so romantic, yes we might feel envies ,and yes sometimes like special celebrations like mooncake fest or valentine's day you don't have a partner with you but i feel that as long as you tag a friend along , everything wil be just ok for me... and u don't even wanna noe how i spend my mooncake fest. hahahah...

Anyways , y so sad? y burden our selves with things that is going to break our hearts? Its not that i m asking people not to care, care but know when to not care too... I learn tat this year, i learn you should now how , when to love and how and when to let go.. I love power , and due to some circumstances and now how to just not care bout it any more...( totally different topic) ... Nothing stays put , the only things that we can depend on are memories .... that's y don't ever not bring a camera when you go somewhere... who knows maybe a beautiful scenery may just show up...haha///