Wednesday, February 16, 2011

what if

i have this dreams , this fantasy where i get to do what i wanna do, be who i wanna be, what if .. i was just dreaming all this while.. what if i can.t make it.. it fears me more and more, the fact is what if i am just a shallow pond , in side of me there is no fish, no sea weed no content, and when the weather gets tough i'll be like the others, i dry up and in the end i turn into a sunway lagoon theme park! i am a pond and will always be a pond not a fun park where people pee inside of me and litter my face. maybe i m just better of being a sandwich girl working in taylor university, nothing but a worthless sandwich girl..

6 comments:

Amy Lim Su Yen said...

my dear, is anything wrong? You are not just a pond. You are the sea, a lot has yet to be discovered, deep and full of hidden potentials, many fishes appreciate your existence, not too mention greater things and beyond lives within you :)

Joyce said...

awww, thx dear... thx for being there i m fine now

steve said...

all fish ponds start with nothing...then it slowly grow...1st the sea weed then some small fishes and then bigger and bigger fishes....those pond which dry up are those who dun allow the sea weed to grow...those who keep finding excuses due to fear and unwillingness to face reality...u r neither a dry pond nor a fish filled pond....but whatever u do now can determine that in the future....=)

shelhiel said...

hey, u gonna live out ur dreams=)

Joyce said...

awww,steve afew months in canada and u are still the same.. XD
thx shelhiel... u guys are the best

steve said...

haha...what can possibly change me??