results!

sorry its been too long.. i am busy lately and i totally have exams next next week and camp next week ! AIESEC!! woooo!!! hahahah... sorry.. lol.. anyways.. lets continuelengluis ! hahahah.. lol SL so nervous PL so relaxed..
so nice they get to get their results on stage! X(their happy faces!
receiving hugs from multiple ppl, its LMW ! 11A+ la... lol.. hahahahaah

I <3 this pic.!! we are all in here! yay!!! finally.. ya, after the cruel spm result taking session its a relax session.. KBOX!!! sing our hearts out! woooo~pelajar terbaik SMKI shakes hand dengan Dato' Lee San Wei, hahahaha di Kbox

ya well we hav nothing to do ma! can't blame us..
VM Vm Vm! fly like a g6.. wa PK really yeng! SL expression is like hmp, we are the best!
arh, too late.. they came down d..

Ok, ppl ask me how was my result , to some i say ok la, to some i say not ok.. coz i really dun noe if its ok or not.. 8A+ and 2 A and 1B ..before the dday i was really emotionless, i wasnt sad wasnt happy wasnt excited at all coz maybe the fact that i am already studying affected me. anyways, when i was bersalam-ing with my PK HEM, he was like : " JOYCE, Y CAM TU? 1 B" i was like :" CIKGU, mengapa u bagitau i, sedih pulak ni!

after multiple ppl went up stage to get their results i was like damn la.. its real. and its bcoz of BC!
i took my result from my teacher and another shocking news 2 As i was like WAT!!!??!!! for acc and bio! T.T i was really so confident dat i was going to get at least 9 A+ and i was hit so hard, ok so not tat hard by reality.. after finding PK, i was crying like hell.. and my mom Scolded me for crying when she said my result was very good.. Its really realy sad for me la.. I was too confident and i was too expecting something. So to some ppl its a good result but to ppl who understand me well enough its not that good for me.. I was never a str8 A student , that's true.. But when it comes to major exams i am no fool.. so sorry for making a big fuss. I was just in shocked!

my boyfrien????? NO!!!!

hahahahha.. andrew! so funny la ur face... aww, he loves Joycehe loves thinner than i am! =.=
the V - vegetarian shop in our school! YES!!! wakakakakak sedap kut! hahahalol, act cool pulak budak ni! i love that shirt la andrew, where u buy! so nice!what they watching> tsk tsk tsk! terrible la.. hahahahahaha.. summore b4 exam!lol, after exam! picture time!awww, sweet rite? NO!!!! hahahah.. promoting my name! hahahahNONONONONONONO! we are not holding hands.. i was pulling his jacket! Y? gud question.. i wanted to see my name in full hahahhaaha
lol, this is the sweetest pic! everybody please say " awww".. awwww...
ok, guys shows over! lately college life was BORING! so, i spiced it up a bit.. lol, andrew wears my i love joyce shirt, and i belanja salmon sandwich! i have fun he has food.. so its a win win situation! hahahahah... so i am happy i fooled u guys and i had fun with it as well!!!love is in the air??? hahahah.. so sweet la! spent time with zen in SLC it was fun in deed.. i hope u enjoy my explanation! hahahahhaha

sorry!

i am sorry i said i'll post a new blog, but am really sorry the internet sucked.. now its better, so thousands of apology! lets start!jang jang jang jang - SIN FANG!!!!! he was so sweet.. he came to KL and actually visited me! awwww... summore he kena marah from sister coz no parking but still awwww... so sweet
we went ice skating!!!! at sunway pyramid! ya, PK SC SL and MW dun jeles we very pro d! hahahahah
lol, tired after so long of skating.. 2 hours i think! hey, we are just beginners k? XD so much fun.. SF fell like 2 times i guess.. i din le.. hahaha" dei u don't understand is it? i want it by tomoro the proposal! if not, i dun wan marry u!" lol, hahaha no la... just kidding.. i was on the phone with mummy.. i CONVENIENTLY left out the fact that i was going out with SF the day before..


BEST PIC of the day! but SF , u dun noe how to smile is it?

veganism

ok, u may not understand wat it is or choose not to well its vegetarianism except i eat egg k? lol.. hahahaha.. so y i turn vegan..? y suddenly the change, before u simply think, no not bcoz i guy break up with me, or even i din get a guy, LOL, not every thing is about the opposite sex k? lol..

i turn vegan simply because i m too compassionate.. towards everything.. including the life of an animal.. y? i dun noe.. y some ppl dun eat fish ? they say coz the eyes are looking at us when we eat them, well same coz to the others.. i hope u read this a lessen ur pleasure of eating meat..

when u eat fish, that face of it staring at u, its mouth frowning, thinking what did i do wrong? why did i deserve all this? well, the diff with chicken is that u already chopped em up, so u dun feel anything..

alot of my frens a family do not approve nor understand the reason y i go vegan.. its a believe that i hold too, i feel that being vegan gives me a feeling that i actually help a community that could not speak for themselves, that counts rite? i hope u understand be4 u judge, i hope u think be4 u say.. i won't judge u bcoz u eat meat, i ate b4, i noe that taste, u feel its tasty. i dun mind, i just hope u dont mind me too..

what if

i have this dreams , this fantasy where i get to do what i wanna do, be who i wanna be, what if .. i was just dreaming all this while.. what if i can.t make it.. it fears me more and more, the fact is what if i am just a shallow pond , in side of me there is no fish, no sea weed no content, and when the weather gets tough i'll be like the others, i dry up and in the end i turn into a sunway lagoon theme park! i am a pond and will always be a pond not a fun park where people pee inside of me and litter my face. maybe i m just better of being a sandwich girl working in taylor university, nothing but a worthless sandwich girl..

we are perfect

ya, u heard me.. i said we are perfect. the definition of being perfect is being good at everything, being flawless, this includes being good at being imperfect, that's perfection for u .. some of u may not understand, some may not comprehend, but wat is a blog if you do not tell people what you think, doesnt matter if there is an audience or a listener, i don't like talking to people bout things like this, except for my very best frens. Being perfect is a mindset. i truly believe we are all perfect in one way.

Some of us may b perfectly beautiful, some perfectly mannered, some perfectly poised. we are only perfect in one way or two, ok three is a possibility. but a beautiful girl can be as rude as a b***h or an ugly duckling, can be so well mannered so poise. we are perfect by being oso imperfect.

i don't understand, why boys are so shallow sumtimes, not saying girls are not, just saying boys are shallower, u see girls in shorts and miniskirts and spaghetti strips and u guys go gaga, the thicker the makeup worn the more saliva u lose. but there are so many doll face beauties, how nany u remember, how many names how many faces, they just look the same..

whereas for girls like me, we are not beautiful but hell, u remember me and my name! ..

i am hungry!

beautiful girls

alrite, i tot of this blog after reading Lev's fb status, she said she is not pretty, i am going to say she is a liar! for real, beauty isn't about the face, the body and the hair, its the overall feel we get when we first lay eyes on a person, sadly the world is a very shallow place, very very shallow. only big eyes, pear shaped body and fair skin is considered beautiful . BULL SHIT! really beautiful ppl dun hav to wear make up, don't nid to buy very expensive clothes or act very elegantly. LEV! u are really beautiful i tell u, dun think that u are not and don't ever doubt ur self, ur confident , the way u talk, the way u take care of ppl ( especially me) really shows ur beauty!

we doubt our self , i do tat, alot! dare i say it, i am not a beautiful person, for real, u should see me when i don't smile, hahahah.. its bcoz i giv an occasional smile tat ppl say wa, u so pretty.. LIARS! hahahahah.. Guys are so shallow, damn, my fren keep saying that other girls who are my frens are so beautiful, i don't deny that they are pretty, really just that come on, u keep on saying wa, they so pretty multiple times! HELLO!!!!! u think i don't mind is it???! lol.. that's all..

LEV, u really are beautiful!